TUESDAY
After doing some research, I found hallucinations can occur in those that suffer from mental illness, or those that suffer from substance abuse. Either way the one thing both scenarios have in common is they're both an internal struggle, that the suffer has to face alone in their own head.
Considering this, I started to think of the best way I could portray that. I wanted it to be obvious something was going on in someones head, without it being obvious as to what.
(My own photo)
WEDNESDAY
Wanting to keep this an internal struggle, I started to sketch out humans head at different angles. I want to create the illusion of someone trying to shake the evil and nightmarish images in their head.
I could have surrounded the heads with images of real things people find frightening - which I did consider - but people who suffer from hallucinations go through that alone, and I thought by drawing the actual images would make it too relatable.
(My own images)
THURSDAY
I spent the final day painting my final piece. When it come to the fourth column, I picked painting over garment for 2 reasons. The first being everyone was very busy during this last 2 weeks, with interviews and our final major project being first introduced to us. That I honestly didn't think I would have the time to make a garment I would be proud of. Secondly, I thought it would be a nice change. so far all my projects have been fashion based. I've done the mood board and final line up, that I thought this would be a nice change.
In my final painting, I kept with my idea of the moving head, adding colourful skulls around the faces, to symbolise, despite someones outer appearance, you have no idea of the hell thats going on through their head. It's everyones own personal struggle.
(My own image)
I am happy overall with this project. I did honestly try my very best. But again, it was a busy 2 weeks, and I can't help but think I could've got so much more done had I not been as busy.